Well now that I am noticeably “fit” allot of new opportunities have opened up for me (as predicted). They say that “people only see skin deep” and whomever said that, is absolutely right… This has been my first semester where the social experiment I have been performing has been put into full effect. So far people have tried to induct me into their social circle (the jacked guys), hot chicks have invited me to their parties, and women have been much more friendly and open towards me. Ones that didn’t notice me before, now glance at me as soon as I enter a room. They will also go out of their way to help me. Yet, despite all of my opportunities I just can’t bring myself to care enough. The truth is I don’t really want to bang out some random bitch and on the other hand I don’t really want a relationship either (and no, I’m not gay).
One thing I can takeaway from this whole experience is- this has certainly been an affirmation to how shallow women can be. Now, I have even less respect for them. Deep down I have observed their affinity for emotional drama (I have been directly involved in two instances in the past 2 months, If you guys recall me telling you about the fight over the spilled drink and the other chick I know who got offended and made a big deal out of something not important) and I find it stupid. The quote I got from Neil Strauss, “I don’t have time for drama or emotional hysterics” holds true. I really don’t… After playing both sides of the game- going from afc to someone who is noticed and hit on, I am disappointed with how women act these days.
Deep down I feel the desire to have/be in relationships is a social pressure. Not only are we driven to impress people we know (your friends) but that we also create an image of an acceptable “mate” who is well suited for reproduction. In addition, it is also important for people to brag about their accomplishments with women. Or something like that… Anyways, while it may be important for some people, its really not for me.
I plan to game on, but I certainly won’t be taking any women seriously. Annd yes, I will be objectifying them! Take that Teri Hassler!!! Anyway, all in all I feel as if the scenarious leading up to this have only added to my apathy over women. In fact, be very flattered when I say that the only people I really truly care for are you guys. Lets face it- There are very few women out there good enough for us after all, “We are THE PRIZE!”
